YOU

" It's your smile, Your face, your lips that I miss, Those sweet little eyes that stare at me And make me say, I'm with you through all the way. 'Cause it's you Who fills the emptiness in me; It changes ev'rything, you see, When I know I've got you with me "



I've known you already even from the start because you're just the topic of my friends every time we meet up. I'd also asked my self what's with you why my friends do like you, for I didn't find anything special in you.



I can still remember what you asked on a chat that who makes me blush, I wanted to answer that one with " Ikaw" but I didn't. There are a lot of moments with you that I'll certainly cherish, even the tequila puke you had on our TB. I did worry about you that time for what may happen to you, it's my first time to see you on that state and I regretted the fact that I leaved you on the room where I can still be a help. I found you so vulnerable on that manner and they thought that this odd feeling towards you started but it's not that moment. Never thought that I would feel this way towards you. But then fate has it's own will,bka gnyan lng talaga ka misteryoso ang puso.Naks! My attraction towards you started after the TB, when I accidentally reared my head in which my attention was caught by those eyes and smile. Can't even take my eyes out of you when were on the training room one day, from then on I managed to glance at you looking at those eyes and smile.



One thing that I won't forget is when you invited me to church after our shift, was even unsure to accompany you because of what I wear but still I managed to accompany you. I'd told my friend about how I feel towards you and she even shared some information about you. On that chat with her I found out how you were able to surpass the challenges you've encountered on your studies and life, I was amazed on the things my friend told me and made me idolized you. Guess I can't really keep a secret on the people that surround me, for they had an idea about this feelings. Seeing your smile completes my day already, but then time has it's will when you resigned from work. Eventually it made me sad but I know it's much harder in your end and I wasn't able to say goodbye to you (the word that I hate the most). I'm even considered consulting my psychiatrist friend for I always hugged your pillow and comforting it. haha. The sadness changed to happiness (weeee) when I saw you again , when we had a farewell party and birthday celebration. Honestly, I enjoyed every single moment on that night. Even that awkward moment with you in a room were our friends left us all alone. Didn't even realized that I'd leaned on your shoulder that night and that gave me a shock realizing that it's you.



Also, enjoyed our conversation after the party in which you open up about your experiences in life. Deep in my mind I was thinking to tell you how I feel towards you for I can't keep this feeling anymore. Seems like my heart and mind would burst if it reaches it's limitation.(Baka influence lng ng beer haha.) As we part ways that night I even wanted to hug you tight, waaaaaaa.. If given a chance to have a chat again with you, I'd love too.



Honestly, I don't have any intention to feel this way on you, I can't even blame my heart on feeling this way.